i [love|miss] my gay

we had a 90 minute conversation on the speculation of gayness of x; whom we have dubbed 'moho'.
MoHo7 to be exact.
and our conversations are duly noted as "OperationMoHo7."

i cant or shouldnt say much.
except that this operation will definitely be interesting.

our conversation made me miss him. and i love him for his madness. haha.

i love | shia

the end. haha.

ok, on the real though?
i do love him. and i wish people didn't hate him and call him a douche bag so much. but its ok.

some say he's a bad actor. but can a bad actor really pull of losing your mind to prime signs?

whatever.

transformers 2 was...pretty good. definitely bigger, "more" in all aspects in comparison to the first movie...but i don't think it's gonna be my favorite movie for the summer.

watched it in IMAX. i dont know if it was worth it.

someone said they liked it better than dark knight. i disagree.

in conclusion...
love you shia, but im more excited to watch hp6.

oh and isabel lucas? WTF.

(really)theend.

i | feel:

frustrated.
when it comes to my internet service.
boo at&t. but i looked up comcast and it aint that great either.
hopefully it will be better saturday.

girly.
and hyper-effeminate.
when i get my nails done.
but man did i need that shiatsu massage.

FAT.
when i eat unhealthy.
but sometimes i can't help it. YUM.

excited and childlike.
when i step into an office supply store. sometimes i don't know what to do with myself.
i love postits?
when i get new toys.
my new camera came in today. i LOVE it.

giddy.
when i'm watching sytycd.
i love dancing.

tired.

so goodnight <3.

words | to live by

<quote>
Today is the day

Mend a quarrel. Search out a forgotten friend. Dismiss suspicion and replace it with trust. Write a love letter. Share some treasure. Give a soft answer. Encourage youth. Manifest your loyalty in a word or deed.

Keep a promise. Find the time. Forego a grudge. Forgive an enemy. Listen. Apologize if you were wrong. Try to understand. Flout envy. Examine your demands on others. Think first of someone else. Appreciate, be kind, be gentle. Laugh a little more.

Deserve confidence. Take up arms against malice. Decry complacency. Express your gratitude. Worship your God. Gladden the heart of a child. Take pleasure in the beauty and wonder of the earth. Speak your love. Speak it again. Speak it still again. Speak it still once again.
</quote>

this is how i want to live. and day by day...slowly but surely...i think i am getting there :D