2.12.2009

tears | i didn't realize i still had

ok, so i lie.
i know these tears exist...i just never know when it's gonna happen...because i'm not always sure what will spark them.

these tears are for my lola.

i think about her everyday, but i don't cry everyday.
but even after almost 3 years...it still hurts.

i was going through some stuff and attempting to organize (yet again) and i come across a card from her.

it was the last birthday card she sent me. and just seeing her handwriting i guess sort of freaked me out...and the tear ducts welled up and tears started streaming down my face.

i also cleaned out the bathroom drawers the other day...and found a business card with which i believe was also her handwriting...and it pretty much said "i will return"

FREAK OUT.

i miss you. i'll never forget you. life is never-ending bittersweetness when i think of you.

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